Time to think.
Somehow I got away with it. I don't know how. But I'm not grounded for the rest of summer, or even at all. My parents are the most naive people I know, and I feel bad. I lie to them all the time, and they have no idea. They have this rediculous amount of trust in me. I'm grateful, but I know I don't deserve it at all. I'm staying in tonight, because when I told my mom I wanted to go out, she looked kind of upset. Or stressed. And I felt bad because I know it's partly my fault. I honestly don't mind staying home though. I've been out every night for the past like 2 weeks, so I'm kinda enjoying this chance to relax or whatever.
Also: thanks to whoever helped me out last night, cleaning out my car and everything. That really meant so much to me, thank you. <3
I guess this is a good time for a junior year reflection. I don't really know what to think of it. The fall was one of the worst times of my life. I lost a lot, overall. Friends, a best friend. Lots of regrets from the fall, I guess, but I've really moved past that lately. Winter was eh. I turned 17 and got my driver's licence, which is pretty sick. Had a new boyfriend, blah. I'm sorry that turned out the way it did. Things got better in the spring. Lots of new friends. I was one hundred percent single for the first time in a while, two years I guess. Junior prom weekend was amazing. Minus actual prom. That weekend I started getting closer with people, which I loved. And now, summer.
I am in love with every aspect of summer. Even though it's "officially" been summer since like yesterday, it's felt like it for a few weeks now. I love driving around "wherever the wind takes us". I love parks and swings and see saws and spinning around till you're so dizzy you can't see. I love parking lots and random dance parties. I love beaches and pools and bare feet. I love thunderstorms, and the way the steam comes off the pavement. Most of all, though, I love my friends. It doesn't matter that we haven't been hanging out for very long, I still love them. Everyone is so amazing.
PLEASE HELP: I need to think of a name to put on my softball jersey. Any suggestions?
Also: thanks to whoever helped me out last night, cleaning out my car and everything. That really meant so much to me, thank you. <3
I guess this is a good time for a junior year reflection. I don't really know what to think of it. The fall was one of the worst times of my life. I lost a lot, overall. Friends, a best friend. Lots of regrets from the fall, I guess, but I've really moved past that lately. Winter was eh. I turned 17 and got my driver's licence, which is pretty sick. Had a new boyfriend, blah. I'm sorry that turned out the way it did. Things got better in the spring. Lots of new friends. I was one hundred percent single for the first time in a while, two years I guess. Junior prom weekend was amazing. Minus actual prom. That weekend I started getting closer with people, which I loved. And now, summer.
I am in love with every aspect of summer. Even though it's "officially" been summer since like yesterday, it's felt like it for a few weeks now. I love driving around "wherever the wind takes us". I love parks and swings and see saws and spinning around till you're so dizzy you can't see. I love parking lots and random dance parties. I love beaches and pools and bare feet. I love thunderstorms, and the way the steam comes off the pavement. Most of all, though, I love my friends. It doesn't matter that we haven't been hanging out for very long, I still love them. Everyone is so amazing.
PLEASE HELP: I need to think of a name to put on my softball jersey. Any suggestions?