~*~*im sad*~*~
ok last night we had a dance! It was pretty fun!! but im SOOO mad at myself because the last slow dance song this one guy named Cody who is really hott asked me to dance, and i just stood there cuz i didnt no what to say because i thought he was getting payed for it because hes popular.....and then he was like please and he put his arm around me and he was moving it down onto my butt......and then im like no!!! but then he looked sad and than he asked gabby my other friend and she said no....so than he asked lauren snead... this gurl that likes him and of course she said yes!! and then last night i was talking to casey(one of codys friends) on the phone and hes like why didnt u dance with cody and im like because i thought he was getting payed and then casey said that he wasn't so i got SOOOO mad!!! but why im mad is because right after i said no to him i started liking him!!! i SOOOO wish we could turn back time!!! im SOOOO mad because he's VERY VERY hott and nice....even though he's kinda a perv!! but i like him!!!! im SO sad!!!! but than after the dance Becca(on of my friends)told him that i liked him and he was like "really thats kool"!!! i hope he will like me because that would be kool, but i dont think he will!!!