May 22, 2006 13:08
i'm tired of being used and having people walk all over me. i used to not stand that shit and told people when i didn't like something...but now i don't. it seems like i let things pass right over me. i did at one point have a HORRIBLE temper, and i've tried to correct that. now it seems that i keep all of my anger inside until it explodes, which could be worse than before. i need to find a happy medium. i've talked to my mom about friends, recently past, and present...she says it's all part of growing up and seeing whose meant to be a part of your life and who has no place. it seems that most have no place.
i'm tired of being nice...what did it get mari and i besides a $300 electricity bill...no where!