6 months : )
hey
its been a while hasnt it
well school is over, ryan graduated, i am senior
everyone is excited about being a senior, i think it sucks. it is a year full of college and scholarship applications. boo.
last sunday i went to ocean isle with ryan and his family. they dont do nearly as much as my family does, but i still had fun. the one night we went out to eat wasnt very good. the food was okay. but i had my mind set on crab legs. darn.
but since that night was THURSDAY, June 16th...which was me and ryans 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!.... we went to the Pavilion in Myrtle Beach which is like an amusement park. i got some dip n dots...happy anniversary to me : )
plus it was definitely a happy anniversary considering that me and ryans bedrooms were connected by a bathroom...and we had our own bedrooms. yippy skippy there was definitely a lot of sneakage and we went a week with very minimal sleep.
MAJOR EDIT: being able to wake up in the morning with him beside me was the greatest feeling in the world. he is so special to me and i wouldnt trade our relationship for anything. i screw up so much in our relationship and yet he sticks by me. i dont deserve him, and i tell him that all of the time. he just says he knows...he says i deserve better. there is no better. he doesnt know how amazing he is. and he deserves the best in the world...i just wish that i could be better sometimes. he deserves so much more and he doesnt even realize it. god, i am so lucky.
today is father's day and i am not prepared for i did not get him a gift. boo. but i have been gone all week, what else can you expect???
its been a while hasnt it
well school is over, ryan graduated, i am senior
everyone is excited about being a senior, i think it sucks. it is a year full of college and scholarship applications. boo.
last sunday i went to ocean isle with ryan and his family. they dont do nearly as much as my family does, but i still had fun. the one night we went out to eat wasnt very good. the food was okay. but i had my mind set on crab legs. darn.
but since that night was THURSDAY, June 16th...which was me and ryans 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!.... we went to the Pavilion in Myrtle Beach which is like an amusement park. i got some dip n dots...happy anniversary to me : )
plus it was definitely a happy anniversary considering that me and ryans bedrooms were connected by a bathroom...and we had our own bedrooms. yippy skippy there was definitely a lot of sneakage and we went a week with very minimal sleep.
MAJOR EDIT: being able to wake up in the morning with him beside me was the greatest feeling in the world. he is so special to me and i wouldnt trade our relationship for anything. i screw up so much in our relationship and yet he sticks by me. i dont deserve him, and i tell him that all of the time. he just says he knows...he says i deserve better. there is no better. he doesnt know how amazing he is. and he deserves the best in the world...i just wish that i could be better sometimes. he deserves so much more and he doesnt even realize it. god, i am so lucky.
today is father's day and i am not prepared for i did not get him a gift. boo. but i have been gone all week, what else can you expect???