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B+
B-
F
Fuck my motherfucking
There it went. I'd gone and performed at what I thought was my best. Diligently, mind you. Didn't partake in extracurricular nor social activity outside the triangulation of home base, school, and work. Stayed up late, got up early. Didn't accept dates. Didn't show up with free entry or promised bevvies. Stayed away from family and friends. Really adjusted them normal variables, because I hadn't in the past and it got me shitty grades that made me ache (a certain mental dysentery).
Instead of thinking hard and wishfully, this time around I went and executed them hard wishfuls! Cried every other time I spoke on the phone with my ma and sister 'cause my heart hurt for 'em so!
Went at it hard, man. Did the right thing, man.
Ate dirt, man.
Motherfuck. Four years have done been stretched to five. I'm young, and the three months feel a waste. The rest of it will be time to hone, though, right? This is God-given, a blessing, because what I spat out upon testing wasn't remote memory, but recent, right?
Time to make recent memory remote. Right.
B-
F
Fuck my motherfucking
There it went. I'd gone and performed at what I thought was my best. Diligently, mind you. Didn't partake in extracurricular nor social activity outside the triangulation of home base, school, and work. Stayed up late, got up early. Didn't accept dates. Didn't show up with free entry or promised bevvies. Stayed away from family and friends. Really adjusted them normal variables, because I hadn't in the past and it got me shitty grades that made me ache (a certain mental dysentery).
Instead of thinking hard and wishfully, this time around I went and executed them hard wishfuls! Cried every other time I spoke on the phone with my ma and sister 'cause my heart hurt for 'em so!
Went at it hard, man. Did the right thing, man.
Ate dirt, man.
Motherfuck. Four years have done been stretched to five. I'm young, and the three months feel a waste. The rest of it will be time to hone, though, right? This is God-given, a blessing, because what I spat out upon testing wasn't remote memory, but recent, right?
Time to make recent memory remote. Right.