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Yesterday was a pretty good day, I think. I worked from 9-3, which really wasn't that bad because Jenn (my manager) kept me busy and so the time went by really fast. My mom came to pick me up at three and she had all these bags with her and I was like "Mom! You went shopping with me again!" and so she agreed to treat us to Barnies (my second time that day, but shh!) and treat me to a few things. We didn't really have much time because she had to get home to make dinner, but I got a cute new pair of pink flats, with a little bow on the front. I love them and they're SO comfortable. I also got two skirts and a shirt also that I got the best deals on! Nothing great, but it made me feel a little bit better.
I just sat at home all night and did nothing. I called Kati and talked to her for a little while, but then she had to go; she's in Gainesville with Ruben. Abby called me around 6pm to tell me that they were going to Kobe's Steakhouse for Ashley Kerns' belated birthday dinner, but I didn't have any money, so i couldn't go. I told her to tell Ashley sorry and that I wanted to be there, but I just couldn't.
Nothing new with Sean. I know I deserve better than that, but I can't help missing him. I really, really do. I hate hurting like this, it's completely new to me. When I talk to him, I feel like I'm going to throw up, but when I'm not talking to him, I'm depressed and miserable. I can't win. I don't know what to do, I really really don't.
<--- i got this in white to match the skirt below it
I just sat at home all night and did nothing. I called Kati and talked to her for a little while, but then she had to go; she's in Gainesville with Ruben. Abby called me around 6pm to tell me that they were going to Kobe's Steakhouse for Ashley Kerns' belated birthday dinner, but I didn't have any money, so i couldn't go. I told her to tell Ashley sorry and that I wanted to be there, but I just couldn't.
Nothing new with Sean. I know I deserve better than that, but I can't help missing him. I really, really do. I hate hurting like this, it's completely new to me. When I talk to him, I feel like I'm going to throw up, but when I'm not talking to him, I'm depressed and miserable. I can't win. I don't know what to do, I really really don't.
<--- i got this in white to match the skirt below it