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today sucked basically.
i have more homework than i know what to do with and i don't have any time. i want to quit school. everyday i feel like crying because i hate it that much. i hate everything about it. i have like 4 friends. barely. kati. dawn. ryan. and caity. BARELY. oh wow, i'm crying.
i thought about tomorrow night alot today. it's senior night and that's where seniors get recognized at the football game and you walk down the field with your parents. i don't want to go. it's going to be awkward. and i don't really like mom. i shouldn't have invited either of them, and just sat out. because that's what i REALLY want to do. still crying.
today britnie gave me birth control. 3 packs. i LOVE her and i will be forever grateful, thank you so much. she put in a little baggie and decorated it with ribbon and markers and wrapped each pack individually in pretty tissue paper. how fucking cute is she? VERY; i know.
today the fire alarm went off for 15 minutes due to the testing it. it felt like i was slamming my head into a concrete wall and i wanted to slit my wrists.
i have no costume for o'keefe's party. kati wants me to be a fairy with her, but i have no money. and i don't know anyone i can borrow a costume from. if anyone has any idea for costumes, let me know please. before i go insane.