Mar 07, 2005 23:46
whats up everyone, latley everything has been realy weird,people arent the same enymore and everything is changing and i hate it.parties latley have been gay, nothing in my life is exiting and i cant figure out who i am.i feel so comfused about everything and when i try to think about stuff i get head acks.
straight up though i would be nowhere without matt,kyle,eric,nebz,pete,pacora,vin,ken,g,lindz,jlee,kim,soph,cait,ash and everyone else i love all of u and espesially matt and kyle. i dont no if u feel the same way but u two are brothers to me,u make my life so much better just hanging with u and thanks for that.
kev i miss u so much your family and im going crazy everytime i think about u.soon we will be back to the old days chilling everyday and making it with some snow bunnies
its funny how me and matt think the same way cas he just posted an entry about the same shit im thinking and have been going through so i no someones feeling the feelings i have.everytime i listen to penelope or homesick for space i also get choked up and want to brake down cas it reminds me so much of kev and all the great times we had together.
i just wish things could go back to normal and everything would be alright