men
I don't think I will ever understand them...when I think they really like me they do something to change my mind and then the one that I think dosen't care at all.. all of a sudden does...I will be a fool if I go to the bar tonight but I haven't seen him in over a week and maybe I could talk to him about stuff but more then likely I will just get back with him...thats what I do ugh why couldn't what I wanted for tonight just happen ...fuck everything...I have no idea what to do and the worst part is no ones advice helps bc I feel they all judge things they can't understand....fuck I don't even understand