which way to happy
I am slowly but surely starting to hate life and everyone around me...I am disenchanted with everything...I feel like since I moved everything in my life has fallen apart....the holidays start really soon (the 5th) and I don't even feel like celebrating...I have to drag myself out of bed everyday b/c I don't see a reason to get up...I hate everyone I meet and I don't even enjoy meeting new people...if you know me you will know how big of a deal that is...even my friends are getting on my nerves... you don't need to protect me from myself...I am very capable of doing it...plus everyone who comes to my apartment is a stranger being as how we know no one up here