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my head is soooo messed up...I love him...I am in love with him but our relationship had a million problems! When shit was good, it was amazing but when it was bad it was fucking scary...he didn't call me all yesterday and didn't answer my phone call today...I have a feeling that it is actually really over...there are other things in my life confusing me too...I can't do anything that I will regret!! I am a thousand miles from home but I can do this...I am stronger then I think I am...some beers and my record player will help me through...oh yeah and my amazing and supportive roomate...I love you sleepy ass