May 12, 2004 17:48
well i havent updated in a while..things have been kinda crazy lately. key word kinda. im doing really bad in a couple classes, ive never done this bad in my life.. and im just wicked stressed. i think im in the most insecure stage ive evern been in and it sucks..summers coming around and me feeling like a fat fuck in all my clothes is gonna suck real hard. and people tell me all the time im not fat but it hasnt sunk into my brain yet..
but neways tennis is going good, i was suppose 2 play today but i didnt want to, i was scared i was gonna suck too much haha. 2morrows prom and i wish i was gooiiinn :( everyones goin except for us freshmen girls..but im making tim come before the prom so i can seeee him. i cant wait until i go to prom, i want to dress up and get my hair donne. id feel all extra girly itd be AWESOME. homework timmme <3