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I participated in a water aerobics class yesterday. Lets just say that I was, once again, the youngest. I could kick higher and go faster than all the women in the pool including the instructor. Then again, my competition was about 15 ladies over the age of 50, a blind woman, and a lady with a walker. I stuck out like a sore thumb, and the instructor wanted me to stay close to her so she 'could keep an eye on me.' That was fun. At one point we were fake biking around the pool; and I am pretty sure that looked ridiculous. Being in the water and excercising is really fun, I forgot how much I missed that.
Then I got back home and Andrea wanted to do something outdoors, so we went kayaking for 3 hours. It was so lovely! I want to go much more often. My arms feel so great. It was such a perfect day outside yesterday, I am glad that we took advantage of it. We went kayaking around this mangrove/bird sanctuary. Good times with good people. I am thinking that tonight I am going to take a bike ride down by the beach at Ft.SeSoto or Pass-a-grille. That would be nice.
Last night ended up turning out... alright I suppose. Daniel and I had a nice dinner, then went back to his place for a bit and ended up getting into an argument. And it was a really bad one. Found out that there was lying involved and needless to say, I felt like shit and drove home crying. I was ready to break it all off last night, but its so hard to throw it all away. I was angry and hurt and disgusted. It is the worst when you put so much into something to not be appreciated or shafted. He called after a bit and apologized some more and we talked a bit, its going to be 'made up to me somehow'. And I told him I wasn't interested in that. I told him to fix things or else that's it. I don't think Daniel feels that he can loose me, because we are so comfortable in the relationship that I think he takes it for granted. But if this shit continues or gets worse, I am out. Seriously. I have too much going for me and going on in my life for people in my life that don't treat me as they should. It feels good to be able to say that.
After I had done some thinking last night, of course it wasn't a huge deal; but I am satisfied that it made him realize that he is taking alot of things for granted and it needs to be fixed. I am glad that I laid it on the line last night, it was necessary.
Relationships are fun, kids.
Glory came over and we drank beer and sat in the wilderness of my backporch and that raised my spirits a good amount. Glory is rad, we talked about fannypacks and clothes and it was good fun.
I think a bike ride is in order.
Then I got back home and Andrea wanted to do something outdoors, so we went kayaking for 3 hours. It was so lovely! I want to go much more often. My arms feel so great. It was such a perfect day outside yesterday, I am glad that we took advantage of it. We went kayaking around this mangrove/bird sanctuary. Good times with good people. I am thinking that tonight I am going to take a bike ride down by the beach at Ft.SeSoto or Pass-a-grille. That would be nice.
Last night ended up turning out... alright I suppose. Daniel and I had a nice dinner, then went back to his place for a bit and ended up getting into an argument. And it was a really bad one. Found out that there was lying involved and needless to say, I felt like shit and drove home crying. I was ready to break it all off last night, but its so hard to throw it all away. I was angry and hurt and disgusted. It is the worst when you put so much into something to not be appreciated or shafted. He called after a bit and apologized some more and we talked a bit, its going to be 'made up to me somehow'. And I told him I wasn't interested in that. I told him to fix things or else that's it. I don't think Daniel feels that he can loose me, because we are so comfortable in the relationship that I think he takes it for granted. But if this shit continues or gets worse, I am out. Seriously. I have too much going for me and going on in my life for people in my life that don't treat me as they should. It feels good to be able to say that.
After I had done some thinking last night, of course it wasn't a huge deal; but I am satisfied that it made him realize that he is taking alot of things for granted and it needs to be fixed. I am glad that I laid it on the line last night, it was necessary.
Relationships are fun, kids.
Glory came over and we drank beer and sat in the wilderness of my backporch and that raised my spirits a good amount. Glory is rad, we talked about fannypacks and clothes and it was good fun.
I think a bike ride is in order.