Apr 09, 2006 02:07
i don't know why i do it. i practically kill myself for this job, and yet i'm returning for another year. i am so exhausted right now. i don't know why, but normally after events i have some energy. i think the reason is that 10:30 felt like 1:30, so now it feels like 5am. but it's not.
i should have such interesting things to update about. like getting into acting 2. and having a midterm on monday i haven't even started studying for. it's actually terrifying me a little bit. and i have to watch a movie for tuesday. then i have at least a week of kines to learn that i missed for the exam on friday.
my journal feels like a neverending bitch-fest about all the work i have to do. i should really quit whining about all of it and just do it. like, now. or sleep. because that's what sane people do at this hour. they sleep.