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thank GOD training didn't last from 9:30 to 10 pm. i think i would have died if we were kept performing useless tasks all day, confined to a residence hall lobby while sitting around wondering, "why are we still here?" so i took a nap today. :) i think i sleep too much, because that seems to be all i ever want to do. last night, bed by midnight. tonight, most likely bed by midnight because i have a stupid 8:30 class tomorrow morning. and my next class after that?...3:30. and then i have my last one from 7-8:30. yeah, my mondays and wednesdays are messed up. hopefully i get something accomplished during those long hours of waiting in between classes.
it's good to be back. my room was a pig sty when i left, so cleaning it as i unpacked last night was a blessing. and made my room feel that much better. i like sleeping in my own room, with my own bathroom and no one to tell me i should go to bed. no, here, i am the parent shouting at my kids to be quiet because their racous late-night gatherings getting loudly out of hand. i feel that having 4 days of 8:30 classes is going to help me enforce the quiet hours much more enthusiastically. can you say write-up? haha, just kidding. or am i? only time will tell. and maybe the bottle of whiskey sitting on my counter. that probably knows too.
i love being able to have booze in my room. some people came in and were like ::gasp:: why do you have beer?!!??!? and i just looked at them for less than a second before they realized "oh, you're 21. you can have stuff like that." it's really more the entertainment value of just possessing the booze that i enjoy, rather that drinking it all the time. now that i could choose to drink whenever, actually doing the drinking is much more satisfying. will i drink right now? you know, i don't really feel like it. because i can always drink tomorrow and no one will stop me. or my answer to that question could be, why yes. yes, i think i will. oh the freedom.
i have two things on the brain. one of them isn't school.
it's good to be back. my room was a pig sty when i left, so cleaning it as i unpacked last night was a blessing. and made my room feel that much better. i like sleeping in my own room, with my own bathroom and no one to tell me i should go to bed. no, here, i am the parent shouting at my kids to be quiet because their racous late-night gatherings getting loudly out of hand. i feel that having 4 days of 8:30 classes is going to help me enforce the quiet hours much more enthusiastically. can you say write-up? haha, just kidding. or am i? only time will tell. and maybe the bottle of whiskey sitting on my counter. that probably knows too.
i love being able to have booze in my room. some people came in and were like ::gasp:: why do you have beer?!!??!? and i just looked at them for less than a second before they realized "oh, you're 21. you can have stuff like that." it's really more the entertainment value of just possessing the booze that i enjoy, rather that drinking it all the time. now that i could choose to drink whenever, actually doing the drinking is much more satisfying. will i drink right now? you know, i don't really feel like it. because i can always drink tomorrow and no one will stop me. or my answer to that question could be, why yes. yes, i think i will. oh the freedom.
i have two things on the brain. one of them isn't school.