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well..tonight had its good and bad points.
i had sarah's birthday party, and..yeah.
i hung out with sierra and colin most of the time, which was good, but towards the end i got in a mini-fight with tony, and then of course i had to go and have an anxiety attack. whatever.
the worst part about it wasn't even that i had the attack in the first place, 'cause i have those all the time, but sarah and audrey's moms would not let me go outside and just...try and calm myself down, and so when i atleast went to go upstairs or something, away from the party, they followed me up there and were in my face about it. sorry that i don't want to talk about it really to you, ladies, but jesus.
i just..ugh, i hate that they couldn't just leave me alone about it, and just let me calm myself down, 'cause honestly if they did, i wouldn't have been in the corner of the party, with everyone still around me[when clearly i just needed to be alone, away from people], and i wouldn't have still been freaking out until it was time for me to leave..
i really don't like people sometimes.
i love sierra and rachel for staying with me though..
i had sarah's birthday party, and..yeah.
i hung out with sierra and colin most of the time, which was good, but towards the end i got in a mini-fight with tony, and then of course i had to go and have an anxiety attack. whatever.
the worst part about it wasn't even that i had the attack in the first place, 'cause i have those all the time, but sarah and audrey's moms would not let me go outside and just...try and calm myself down, and so when i atleast went to go upstairs or something, away from the party, they followed me up there and were in my face about it. sorry that i don't want to talk about it really to you, ladies, but jesus.
i just..ugh, i hate that they couldn't just leave me alone about it, and just let me calm myself down, 'cause honestly if they did, i wouldn't have been in the corner of the party, with everyone still around me[when clearly i just needed to be alone, away from people], and i wouldn't have still been freaking out until it was time for me to leave..
i really don't like people sometimes.
i love sierra and rachel for staying with me though..