i guess
im sorta emo..
i've lost touch with good friends I think I have 10 numbers in my personal phone, and about 100+ in my work phone=life.
I have more plans than I have time for..
I leave this summer and I need to decide between two colleges..
i've been working anywhere it seems...slavery i guess
but i love my job all though i miss being 21...
everytime I come home, everyone has their own life, and its odd making plans with their future wives and husbands, and im nothing near it, or inclined to be.
I would love to be the god of business, and own a church of hooters.
I need to figure out where I'd like to start my rest of life for the next 2 years obtaining my masters.
Whats a good school to get my doctorates?
I cannot even use proper punctuation...
I was invited out to three different halloween parties, and I couldn't decide so I stayed home...well came home at midnight, and left at 10 pm..
Theres a boy who totally digs me at work. He always visits me, and asks favors of me, and gave me a hug, and hes always gotta touch my left arm. Maybe hes gotta thing for my left arm, just like my puppy who is growing nuts :/..But hes got an amazing personality, and he sorta owned me when he told someone else to park my car as close as it could be. So he basically knows my rental car, some how........................and realized that I was at the far end of the parking lot. I can't figure that one out. so you can...There are quicker, way quicker ways out of work and ways to leave 10 mins early, when im working he leaves 15 or more mins late than he should, because hes talking about this and that. We both always talk about this and that. That can get annoying. I prolly shoulda told him to move my car, since he was telling someone else to do it. and I just openly give out my car keys to my rental. 4 hours later I found my wallet on the pavement, with all the money and my college ids in tack, I love you sterling heights and I will miss you.
Im listening to the lamest music ever. I will never get out of this funk..german stubborness is coming through my veins.
Hes offended by the fact that I stated.."I'll show you the room for supplies so I can actually get some work done.." "WELL WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?" I have no answer at this point. I love the attention, but I think thats it...no im lying again.
But when hes not bugging me 4X a day I get more done, but when he doesn't bug me at all, Im in a shitty mood...
Im sure he'll meet a girl thats grand at the halloween party, and I can focus a lot more on work, like 2 hours more per day that im actually in my store...Im not for him. He cannot sing me sweet songs at night, or anything. I dig musicians, im not sure what it is, but I have to music around me constantly.
I find it odd that he knows my car was parked away...seriously he knows my dealership...
I say trailblazer and he knows where it is and what car it is. strange but awesome. AGAIN I don't feel good enough for his gentlemen self.
like always.
I need an awesome show to go to, and I've have several awesome shows in my town..but no money because my car broke which is 1,000+bucks later, traveling expenses, and so fourth, medical bills up the ass. oh holy fuck fml on money lately.
I miss his hug though. He didn't see me for over 2 weeks, and he says something mean and I fake sad and I get a really nice hug from him :)
I need to find my job in a different location, I need to focus. I need my control over my life back again..
i've lost touch with good friends I think I have 10 numbers in my personal phone, and about 100+ in my work phone=life.
I have more plans than I have time for..
I leave this summer and I need to decide between two colleges..
i've been working anywhere it seems...slavery i guess
but i love my job all though i miss being 21...
everytime I come home, everyone has their own life, and its odd making plans with their future wives and husbands, and im nothing near it, or inclined to be.
I would love to be the god of business, and own a church of hooters.
I need to figure out where I'd like to start my rest of life for the next 2 years obtaining my masters.
Whats a good school to get my doctorates?
I cannot even use proper punctuation...
I was invited out to three different halloween parties, and I couldn't decide so I stayed home...well came home at midnight, and left at 10 pm..
Theres a boy who totally digs me at work. He always visits me, and asks favors of me, and gave me a hug, and hes always gotta touch my left arm. Maybe hes gotta thing for my left arm, just like my puppy who is growing nuts :/..But hes got an amazing personality, and he sorta owned me when he told someone else to park my car as close as it could be. So he basically knows my rental car, some how........................and realized that I was at the far end of the parking lot. I can't figure that one out. so you can...There are quicker, way quicker ways out of work and ways to leave 10 mins early, when im working he leaves 15 or more mins late than he should, because hes talking about this and that. We both always talk about this and that. That can get annoying. I prolly shoulda told him to move my car, since he was telling someone else to do it. and I just openly give out my car keys to my rental. 4 hours later I found my wallet on the pavement, with all the money and my college ids in tack, I love you sterling heights and I will miss you.
Im listening to the lamest music ever. I will never get out of this funk..german stubborness is coming through my veins.
Hes offended by the fact that I stated.."I'll show you the room for supplies so I can actually get some work done.." "WELL WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?" I have no answer at this point. I love the attention, but I think thats it...no im lying again.
But when hes not bugging me 4X a day I get more done, but when he doesn't bug me at all, Im in a shitty mood...
Im sure he'll meet a girl thats grand at the halloween party, and I can focus a lot more on work, like 2 hours more per day that im actually in my store...Im not for him. He cannot sing me sweet songs at night, or anything. I dig musicians, im not sure what it is, but I have to music around me constantly.
I find it odd that he knows my car was parked away...seriously he knows my dealership...
I say trailblazer and he knows where it is and what car it is. strange but awesome. AGAIN I don't feel good enough for his gentlemen self.
like always.
I need an awesome show to go to, and I've have several awesome shows in my town..but no money because my car broke which is 1,000+bucks later, traveling expenses, and so fourth, medical bills up the ass. oh holy fuck fml on money lately.
I miss his hug though. He didn't see me for over 2 weeks, and he says something mean and I fake sad and I get a really nice hug from him :)
I need to find my job in a different location, I need to focus. I need my control over my life back again..