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You can't run from the problem, if thats what you are..
There is no bulletproof vest to save me from myself
I can't save me from me, im not sure if its because I don't want to, or if its even possible..
I do miss my adderral xr. I never thought about the inner half of myself. It was all focus on school, and write them on the list priorities.
It wasn't my mind wandering through traffic and truckstop visits.
For the longest time I wanted to have a family and all these great things. Im not so much deserving of that, and I don't want to carry on my shittyness onto someone else who dosen't deserve it.
Winding spools of disaster, hoping someone would buy through it all.
Rehab and therapy can't save me, then what can if I want to be saved? If the willing to do so isn't there, then how do I do it?
Thats the one thing I miss about you, you were my link to safety. You did all the bad things, but I felt so secure. It was me and my problems that brought it to an end. twice.
Crack the seal to your addiction, melt your problems away, then, let them smack you in the ground the next day.
I think I may want to change this, and actually stick with it.
relationships
why do we have them
im not the sticky to the stick.
I feel in and out of place, always.
I shall return to some homework, and forget it all, always.
There is no bulletproof vest to save me from myself
I can't save me from me, im not sure if its because I don't want to, or if its even possible..
I do miss my adderral xr. I never thought about the inner half of myself. It was all focus on school, and write them on the list priorities.
It wasn't my mind wandering through traffic and truckstop visits.
For the longest time I wanted to have a family and all these great things. Im not so much deserving of that, and I don't want to carry on my shittyness onto someone else who dosen't deserve it.
Winding spools of disaster, hoping someone would buy through it all.
Rehab and therapy can't save me, then what can if I want to be saved? If the willing to do so isn't there, then how do I do it?
Thats the one thing I miss about you, you were my link to safety. You did all the bad things, but I felt so secure. It was me and my problems that brought it to an end. twice.
Crack the seal to your addiction, melt your problems away, then, let them smack you in the ground the next day.
I think I may want to change this, and actually stick with it.
relationships
why do we have them
im not the sticky to the stick.
I feel in and out of place, always.
I shall return to some homework, and forget it all, always.