May 30, 2006 23:10
SO I finally had a day off from the crazy life that is 24 hour fitness, and I finally went to the beach.... Uhhh It was beautiful!!! And it was great to be there just relaxing and getting my tanning on... It was so nice just to be laying around reading a book and watching the waves crash bahahahahaha how gay...
Tomorrow it's back to selling memberships and changing people's lives...
Soo I really wanted to post because I wanted release some steam about someone I've been "talking" to. Why is it that you can no longer just have fun and before you associate fun with sex let me clarify. It was to my thinking that if you are "dating" you are trying things out, and experiencing things together. But instead it is clouded with talks face to face and discussion over what we are... What happened to it happening naturally... Uhh it makes me crazy!!! You either go to fast or don't go fast enough there is never any middle ground... and it is so frustrating :( Ohh jeez..... I'm done you can go back to your lives... The End