Aug 08, 2004 14:23
yesterday hung out with deanna, rennee, ryan, tone, and levi.
we all went and saw napeleon dynamite. it was hilarious.
then after the movie we split up and deann, me renee, and tone bussed it to main street. saw rich, left him a note, made plans, went back to my boyfriends and i was thinking i was having such a good day until it started to bother me.
maybe i cry too much, maybe i need you too much, sometimes i feel like
im being selfish, but in a way that you never see. you didnt say good bye,
we were stranded but saved by falysa, thank god for her. i wouldve walked home, i just wanted deanna and renee to get home. i was feeling like shit. i felt like walking to think about stuff and clear my mind. but we got a ride and i laid in my bed, i stayed up.. by myself listening to nothing but sorrow music. sometimes i just wishyou could read my mind. but we talked, til 5 in the morning and sometimes i say things or think things i shouldn't. i shouldn't be so negative.
cause he is the best thing to ever have happened to me. and i do love him, i wake up needing to be next to him. nothing compares to him. at all. i wish i could put down in words how i feel exactly.
who needs prince charming with all the right words and actions when you've got reality with some one who isnt so perfect like yourself.
i love my boyfriend, frankie♥