so what i was hoping for this summer was something adventurous and fun.
instead i got realization, and grew up a little more.
theres so much drama going around and people saying there going to appreciate their
friendships more. well, words are words kids. and its nice to know you miss a friend; or its nice to know you care about them. but it means nothing more than sayings unless its shown. when was the last time you huggedyour friend? or made an effort to call just to say hello? I haven't talked to my best friend in so long. i saw her at the store with her other friends and it was nothing more than an akward situation.
sometimes drugs; relationships and such can overpower how you think. you get caught up with having fun and forgetting. you think to yourselves 'hey, this is fun..' so you keep going with what your doing, then you block out whats important. friendships are reallly tooken for granted. let us not forget that their not only their for when times are bad, but their suppose to be there always. im saying this because; im sick of feeling like this.
i cry with out you, im so alone. i may have great friends that always cheer me up; and a wonderful boyfriend.
but nothing could be as wonderful as laying down and being with you. my best friend. its pathetic; and i know i am. i just wish i could be everything to you again. im glad you called today. im glad you said your done with that. just; i wish you could show it instead of saying it.
we're best friends; thats just what we do?
i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.i miss you i miss you. i miss you.i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.