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hello there... im laying in bed on my moms lap top and i have tons of random things running thru my head
...i CAN NOT believe it is my last year in high school its crazy to think im going to move out in less than a year. seriously...its like so crazy. im only seventeen, which it doesnt even seem like a year ago i was 5 jumping on my trampoline w/ the sprinkler underneath just having fun, nothing at all mattered...
...k. i dont believe in "god". i think every one knows that. i dont understand the whole concept of heaven and hell. there is absolutly no evidence. k there is a book written by some guy named jesus 69732399 million years ago who no one has proof of. hes prolly some phyco crazy man writing a sci-fi book. seriously the whole concept is like something you would watch on a sci- fi movie...i think at least. when u die, you die. you are in th e ground...decomposing into the earth, u dont float up to a heavenly place of happy endings, or fall in to a pit of fire where you will eternally burn. impossible, im not wasting my life trying to figure out that in the end im just going to rot, no biggie...
...why does school ban watching movies like ANTS because it is something we will " never use" in life, when we are NEVER EVER going to need to know why B = 849.99993 * a# u =777^2. really thats basically what we learn right? but at least we all get to see and comprehend what we watch in a movie, think about it. if you had to name 10 things about what you remember from being in Mr. Palletts science class in 8th grade or 10 things you remember from the movie Titanic which was long ago too. you know you would know more about titanic. there can be something to learn w/ everything....and are they totally trying to bore us to death w/ curriculum and totally forget about fun. im guessing the word fun is getting erased from the school boards memories more and more...
...love...need i say more? we all have questions, im just bored enuf to talk about it. love is probably the most important thing you will ever have in your life...you love your family and when you find your true love, you will spend the rest of your life w/ that person and you will love your children and their children and theirs...you will always have love in your life no matter if you like it or not!...
...thats what we should learn about more in school...love, relationships, how to deal w/ what life throws at you, how to pay bills, not a h=65. how to write a resume, not what a thesis is (every fucking year). how to stay healthy, not to play football and run laps around a boring ugly gym for an hour. we need to learn abou tlife. how to fucking have fun!...
...well now im tired. who knows , maybe youll get lucky and ill make another interesting entry like this one sometime soon when i cant sleep but i for real need sleep so i dont fall asleep in the shower again... EL MUCHO LOVE - O
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