Oh, Sundays.
Today is my day off. It's nice to sleep late, linger in bed, be able to cook breakfast, instead of quickly downing a bowl of cereal before rushing out the door. I was so tired yesterday. I actually ended up meeting Seth, Jose, and Ben at this party on Friday night; I haven't been to one in months, probably. It was pretty fun, for the 45 mins or so that I was there. I stayed up till 5, knowing that I had to be at work from 10 to 9 the next day. So, it was a pretty miserable day. I've been spending a lot of time with Seth's friends lately (my friends now?), and they're all really fun. It was kind of weird going to a party with him though, since he doesn't drink...he mostly just observes people and talks to me or his friends, watches me mingle with my friends. I'm addicted to him in the worst way. He was out of town last night, which was totally fine because I just came home and went to bed early anyway. But I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep. It's weird that I can't sleep as well when he's not around. It's weird to think that I ever dated Spencer.
I finished up my grad school applications earlier this month. I only applied to three schools--I hope that's enough to give me a fair chance at getting in somewhere. I really really really really want to get out of Texas. I'm hoping against hope that I can get into the University of Washington and move to Seattle. I really like it there. I'm pretty nervous about it though. I don't find out until March or April, and then if I do get in, I have to look for a place to live, probably move out there in the summer (road trip!), and then Seth will probably come with me (living with a boy?!?!?) So that's a lot of change, potentially in the very near future. I hope we're not getting too serious too fast. But, fuck it, I'm pretty serious about him. So, since I've never lived out of state, I'm not sure what the cheapest option would be--try to sell my furniture here, drive up my dishes and stuff, and buy new furniture somewhere else, or to get a moving van and drive all my stuff up there. My stuff and Seth's. And I don't know how to drive a truck. And he doesn't know how to drive period. It's very daunting!
Today I think I'm going to clean the house a bit. John is out of town (in Seattle, weirdly enough), so I'm just chilling by myself. Might play some video games/read/sleep some more. Seth gets back later today and then I think we're going to dinner and maybe dancing?
I finished up my grad school applications earlier this month. I only applied to three schools--I hope that's enough to give me a fair chance at getting in somewhere. I really really really really want to get out of Texas. I'm hoping against hope that I can get into the University of Washington and move to Seattle. I really like it there. I'm pretty nervous about it though. I don't find out until March or April, and then if I do get in, I have to look for a place to live, probably move out there in the summer (road trip!), and then Seth will probably come with me (living with a boy?!?!?) So that's a lot of change, potentially in the very near future. I hope we're not getting too serious too fast. But, fuck it, I'm pretty serious about him. So, since I've never lived out of state, I'm not sure what the cheapest option would be--try to sell my furniture here, drive up my dishes and stuff, and buy new furniture somewhere else, or to get a moving van and drive all my stuff up there. My stuff and Seth's. And I don't know how to drive a truck. And he doesn't know how to drive period. It's very daunting!
Today I think I'm going to clean the house a bit. John is out of town (in Seattle, weirdly enough), so I'm just chilling by myself. Might play some video games/read/sleep some more. Seth gets back later today and then I think we're going to dinner and maybe dancing?