What a mess.
So, I'm starting to develop feelings for someone that I can't possibly be with, the way things stand right now. It's pretty depressing, because I am definitely intrigued by this person, and I want nothing more than to spend a lot of time with him, doing random and goofy things. We have very good chemistry, and not just in a sexual way. I'm trying to figure out if I'm drawn to situations like this because I'm just generally self-destructive and get infatuated easily, or if I'm genuinely feeling for him. The worst part is that there is the potential of an innocent third party getting hurt. I've never been in this position before, but, all I know is that I'm sort of torn between what I know is right, and what I really really really want to do. Also, I can't know anything for the next two weeks, because he's out of town. Urghhhhhh.