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yea i wrote out a huge long entry. but i deleted it. i have to learn to just keep somethings to myself. i wrote this because its a big step for me. to just delete what i want to say. to just get over it. last night i made a phone call i regretted. ill never do that again. or write an entry like the one i deleted. i have so many questions that im just gunna have to keep to myself. they make things about me seem different than they really are. i just have alot of questions, but i wont ever understand the answers, so why bother asking? and why dwell on the past anymore.. i dont have the same feelings, and neither do you, so why continue worrying.. well i know why, but things are gettin better i guess. im gunna just let things happen. im scared of the outcome if i do that. but whatever happens is the way you want it, im just gunna have to deal with it.