you've got me with nothing left to win and nothing left to lose..

[thats__so__tami]

when i feel like there's alot i'm keeping inside myself and it's killing me to keep it in, i've gotta put it here. and that's what i'm doing right now. i'm supposed to be in school right now, but i had a doctors appt, and just decided not to go back

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[breathein_out]

hey tami, I know i haven't commented in forever, but I felt like i should on this one, even if we aren't that close.
I've totally been there, every single thing you've said, I've been there. I drank to escape, to get away, and it never ever works the way you want it to, it just makes it worse. Be careful, you end up doing a lot of things you wish you hadn't.

People will constantly judge you and degrade you, don't let their opinions affect you.

Like i said up there, be careful when you drink, trust the people you are with, know that they care about you. I don't know what your plans are for nexr year, but if you are going away, keep that in mind, It's so much scarier in college.

And finally to end this mile long comment a couple of quotes that got me through all of this (i think everyone goes through a time when they lose sight of themselves and who they want to be)

"It's not easy to find happiness in ourselves, but it's impossible to find it elsewhere" Agnes Repplier

"So just love, make mistakes, and have wonderful times. But never second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you are going" Sex and the City

So again, sorry for the mile long comment :)

[thats__so__tami]

katie, you are awesome. thanks so much for that. really. :)