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so the days are going by slower and slower. school lasts about 29037423634539387 hours. lately i have been having these headaches where all i want to do is lay down and never get up again. ever.
boys boys boys. i love them. but i hate them. i want them, yet i wish they would all drown. they complicate stuff. or is it me making things worse? im starting to think its me. but whatever.
this year has gone by fast fast fast. and im not sure im happy about that? where is everyone goin 4 high school?
i keep digging myself into this hole. deeper and deeper. and now i cannot get out. i have gotten myself completely stuck. and im sitting here wondering.... WHO WILL BAIL ME OUT?
its ambers effing 14
amber my love i hope you had the bestest birthday. because i love love love you. you are like on of my favorite ppl ever. i would do anything for you. we have done so much shit together and are planning more (THE CRAZY SHIT LIST! HAAAAAAAAAA) please never forget me. words cannot explain how much i love you. you are a fucking hottie.<3333
happy 14th birthday.