(no subject)
Well summers turning out to be quite swell so far. My shoulders are slightly burnt and I have odd bug bites all over me. I have to get up at seven thirty practically every morning and take boy to swim practice. Ive gained weight again and now I have this lovely rash on me from too high ph levels. I keep doing things to myself that are causing me to worry like crazy and its causing others to worry. I hate all of my relationships and I still hate my personality, both of which the summer has rubbed in my face.
Im not saying I didnt enjoy any of the (surprisingly many) parties ive gone too. They were great and Im glad I was taken. And RenFest was nice too. But none of these change anything. (The parties actually somewhat made me hate myself more...)
Im done ranting for now.
And we're gonna get high high high
When we're low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I dont know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
Im not saying I didnt enjoy any of the (surprisingly many) parties ive gone too. They were great and Im glad I was taken. And RenFest was nice too. But none of these change anything. (The parties actually somewhat made me hate myself more...)
Im done ranting for now.
And we're gonna get high high high
When we're low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I dont know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery