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There is so much I wish I could put in words right now. Feelings and thoughts just running through my head; Its driving me crazy. Some of the feelings are just so extraordinary, others are making me feel like shit. I have thoughts that tell me im not a complete failure--that I am worth something. Other thoughts only prove I cant be what I want and I cant please anyone and I am going to lose everyone I love because of it. All of this at one time. I dont know how to sort it all out.