Came in from a rainy thursday on the avenue.... thought i heard you talking softly..
" I turned on the lights the TV and the radio, still i can't escape the ghost of you. What has happened to, your crazy some are saying... where is the life that I recognized, gone away"
Mmmmm you know, there's alot of things to podder in this life. And if you spend just a minute of a day poddering the reasons why, you undoubtably find an answer. May it be insight from your self or from another... or maybe just an understanding of what the world gives you is just what you get... if you don't want it go out and get it yourself.
I just found myself in one of those momments... I went out tonight with Moe Joe and Karen... and after ward i told karen to call me... figuring since Kari is unavailable ill have karen keep me company while i smoke... and some how... by the end of the conversation... we are disguss Ally's death... and I begin to realize that Ally was not the first out of my school friends to pass. First was Stephen tenth grade... he dies on his way to school in his sisters car he died and so did his sisters best friend... then the guy that say next to me in spanish killed himself on day out ofthe blue. Then Emily died... she fell of the back of a guys truck and broke her neck.. i remember danielles brother hanging himself. The list goes on... but Ally... Ally died from one thing that could have killed me many times... i did meth for a good little while... and right as i stopped for the last time... ally dies... bad cut shit...
Anyways bright side of the day... A Karen Moe and I are going to start shooting for our version of the numa numa dance lol... its great... at the beginning we are gonna draw a face on karens chin... us her lip ring as a nose and makee a face... we have to think over a little smokey smokey when karen gets here in the morning. im going to be mad if i have to go get her... cuz then yea have to go out to breakfast and blah... to early... anyways it going to be the best lol i swear it will be all over the internet.
Then we are going to make a site on Myspace... and were going to get... oh wait i cant talk about this here its top secret.... hehehehehe
Mmmmm you know, there's alot of things to podder in this life. And if you spend just a minute of a day poddering the reasons why, you undoubtably find an answer. May it be insight from your self or from another... or maybe just an understanding of what the world gives you is just what you get... if you don't want it go out and get it yourself.
I just found myself in one of those momments... I went out tonight with Moe Joe and Karen... and after ward i told karen to call me... figuring since Kari is unavailable ill have karen keep me company while i smoke... and some how... by the end of the conversation... we are disguss Ally's death... and I begin to realize that Ally was not the first out of my school friends to pass. First was Stephen tenth grade... he dies on his way to school in his sisters car he died and so did his sisters best friend... then the guy that say next to me in spanish killed himself on day out ofthe blue. Then Emily died... she fell of the back of a guys truck and broke her neck.. i remember danielles brother hanging himself. The list goes on... but Ally... Ally died from one thing that could have killed me many times... i did meth for a good little while... and right as i stopped for the last time... ally dies... bad cut shit...
Anyways bright side of the day... A Karen Moe and I are going to start shooting for our version of the numa numa dance lol... its great... at the beginning we are gonna draw a face on karens chin... us her lip ring as a nose and makee a face... we have to think over a little smokey smokey when karen gets here in the morning. im going to be mad if i have to go get her... cuz then yea have to go out to breakfast and blah... to early... anyways it going to be the best lol i swear it will be all over the internet.
Then we are going to make a site on Myspace... and were going to get... oh wait i cant talk about this here its top secret.... hehehehehe