* And You fleeeeeew through the obvious*
Crazy day.
Ran some errands with mom in the morning and then Stacy (the guy from work) called and we went out to lunch, ran some more errands, and then he took me to pick up my car from the shop. Apparently there was something wrong with the pressure gadge and oxygen sensor, which I thought was fixed today, but my check engine light just came on again. Fuck. Okay, after I got my car back from shop, mom and I went to mall and I got some new clothes :) Always a good thing to get new shit. Then I met up with Greg in PQ because he was having car problems and needed a ride to Poway. Cars fuckN suck. After that, randomly stopped by Lea's house to say 'HI' because I was in the area and it had been a long time since I've seen her. Okay, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the fact that I can be in her presence and not want her but be happy for her... because Ashley and Lea are gr8 together :) I also love the fact that there isn't anymore pointless animosity between us... I don't think I have any enemys now? Or do I? hmmm. K. After I stopped by her house, I cruised on down to San Diego to meet up with Jamie. We chilled for a lil while then I went back to greg's where we downloaded a bunch of lesbain porn and had deep conversations about how much girls suck yet they rock. He made me a mixed CD with 'A perfect circle' and 'Bad religion' on it. Ya know how some songs just stick to you?? like you can feel it in your heart, your soul, your mind- it just hits you. Bam. This song just does something to me... it takes me back to a time when everything was good, peaceful, and I remembered who I was. I played it ALL The WAY HOME singing/screaming along with the windows down and heater on haha... A Perfect Circle has such pretty music, especially this song (3 libras) ...
threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and
you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
but i see through it all
and see you.
so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.
oh well. apparently nothing.
you don't see me.
you don't see me at all.
**** **
Story of my fuckn life. No one fuckn sees me j/k not really... my favorite part: OH WELL.
Ran some errands with mom in the morning and then Stacy (the guy from work) called and we went out to lunch, ran some more errands, and then he took me to pick up my car from the shop. Apparently there was something wrong with the pressure gadge and oxygen sensor, which I thought was fixed today, but my check engine light just came on again. Fuck. Okay, after I got my car back from shop, mom and I went to mall and I got some new clothes :) Always a good thing to get new shit. Then I met up with Greg in PQ because he was having car problems and needed a ride to Poway. Cars fuckN suck. After that, randomly stopped by Lea's house to say 'HI' because I was in the area and it had been a long time since I've seen her. Okay, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the fact that I can be in her presence and not want her but be happy for her... because Ashley and Lea are gr8 together :) I also love the fact that there isn't anymore pointless animosity between us... I don't think I have any enemys now? Or do I? hmmm. K. After I stopped by her house, I cruised on down to San Diego to meet up with Jamie. We chilled for a lil while then I went back to greg's where we downloaded a bunch of lesbain porn and had deep conversations about how much girls suck yet they rock. He made me a mixed CD with 'A perfect circle' and 'Bad religion' on it. Ya know how some songs just stick to you?? like you can feel it in your heart, your soul, your mind- it just hits you. Bam. This song just does something to me... it takes me back to a time when everything was good, peaceful, and I remembered who I was. I played it ALL The WAY HOME singing/screaming along with the windows down and heater on haha... A Perfect Circle has such pretty music, especially this song (3 libras) ...
threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and
you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
but i see through it all
and see you.
so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.
oh well. apparently nothing.
you don't see me.
you don't see me at all.
**** **
Story of my fuckn life. No one fuckn sees me j/k not really... my favorite part: OH WELL.