Quiero ser una muñeca.
Happy Valentine's Day! (A day late...)
I'm scared. I love him, I do. I love him so much and everything's spinning out of control all of a sudden and I have NO motivation to do well in school anymore and I just worry so much...but I've really only cried over things once. It'd feel good to cry again, I just can't get myself to. Like in "A Beautiful Mind", when the wife goes in the bathroom and throws things and sobs? Where is MY breakdown? It's like I'm emotionally constipated. (What a horrible way to describe myself...)
I feel alone, lately. He's sleeping so much. I don't want to leave him alone for too long--so hanging out with my friends is out. And it's not like I mind it. Things are actually kind of awkward with all the friends I used to hang out with. It's probably because they don't think I WANT to be there anymore. I do. I'm just doing what I feel is right--spending as much time as I can with the person who makes me happiest.
God, I've missed "writing" things "down".
A Dios--por favor, cura la mente de mi príncipe...cura la corazón. Ayudame para entender el propio de sus acciónes... Ayudame, Dios. Ayudame.
I'm scared. I love him, I do. I love him so much and everything's spinning out of control all of a sudden and I have NO motivation to do well in school anymore and I just worry so much...but I've really only cried over things once. It'd feel good to cry again, I just can't get myself to. Like in "A Beautiful Mind", when the wife goes in the bathroom and throws things and sobs? Where is MY breakdown? It's like I'm emotionally constipated. (What a horrible way to describe myself...)
I feel alone, lately. He's sleeping so much. I don't want to leave him alone for too long--so hanging out with my friends is out. And it's not like I mind it. Things are actually kind of awkward with all the friends I used to hang out with. It's probably because they don't think I WANT to be there anymore. I do. I'm just doing what I feel is right--spending as much time as I can with the person who makes me happiest.
God, I've missed "writing" things "down".
A Dios--por favor, cura la mente de mi príncipe...cura la corazón. Ayudame para entender el propio de sus acciónes... Ayudame, Dios. Ayudame.