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WoW, where do i start... last night was a pretty difficult night, everything happened so fast. Last night i was told by someone extremely close to me that they wanted to die, that they wanted to
"drive their care into a ditch, and disappear from everyone's life." Now most would chop this up as no big, let just talk this through, but i have lost someone this exact same way not even a year ago. This scared me half to death, because i am madly in love with this person and have been since we first met in middle school. Now obviously its grown progressively since then from "ooooo she cute" to what it is now but still. I spent a good two hours expressing to her how much i love her and need her, to talk her out of whatever she though she wanted to do... she asked for time to think and reflect, she needed space, and as hard as it was for me to do that i gave her that. She told me she'd call me asap in the morning... and thank GOD she did and she is fine... i wouldn't have been able to deal with another one, this one especially.
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"drive their care into a ditch, and disappear from everyone's life." Now most would chop this up as no big, let just talk this through, but i have lost someone this exact same way not even a year ago. This scared me half to death, because i am madly in love with this person and have been since we first met in middle school. Now obviously its grown progressively since then from "ooooo she cute" to what it is now but still. I spent a good two hours expressing to her how much i love her and need her, to talk her out of whatever she though she wanted to do... she asked for time to think and reflect, she needed space, and as hard as it was for me to do that i gave her that. She told me she'd call me asap in the morning... and thank GOD she did and she is fine... i wouldn't have been able to deal with another one, this one especially.
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