to change for others, is lying to yourself
i love mona lisa smile it makes me happy
i'm actually getting really excited about life and i dont really know why. i mean, nothing spectacular has happend, im just...oddly hopeful right now and it feels good.
some people have been exceeding my expectations and really making me happy.
some people have turned out to be huge disappointments.
and some people are just...confusing.
randy is coming home soon :) which is great, because i've really missed my best friend and phone calls just dont suffice
seamus keeps wanting to hang out and do stuff, which would be fine except he's just....somethings off about it and i dont know what. i meant we had a really easy break up so it should be fine to still be friends, but he just seems like he's trying harder now than when we dated.
i've been hanging out with samantha alot lately and its been nice to spend time with someone who isnt constantly looking for things that are wrong with me.
went to see brand new with issa and jennay :) :) lots of fun fun fun except we all got seperated throughout the night.
the car i drive broke, so now im actually being forced to save money for my own car, which is a good thing. especially since i'm looking to move out within the next year, and i can't do that without a car. motivation comes from strange places.
i guess im just feeling good because i've given up trying to make other people happy. if they don't like who i am, they don't have to be my friend. it's that simple. chances are i'm better off without them.
...i'm putting my faith in you...
i'm actually getting really excited about life and i dont really know why. i mean, nothing spectacular has happend, im just...oddly hopeful right now and it feels good.
some people have been exceeding my expectations and really making me happy.
some people have turned out to be huge disappointments.
and some people are just...confusing.
randy is coming home soon :) which is great, because i've really missed my best friend and phone calls just dont suffice
seamus keeps wanting to hang out and do stuff, which would be fine except he's just....somethings off about it and i dont know what. i meant we had a really easy break up so it should be fine to still be friends, but he just seems like he's trying harder now than when we dated.
i've been hanging out with samantha alot lately and its been nice to spend time with someone who isnt constantly looking for things that are wrong with me.
went to see brand new with issa and jennay :) :) lots of fun fun fun except we all got seperated throughout the night.
the car i drive broke, so now im actually being forced to save money for my own car, which is a good thing. especially since i'm looking to move out within the next year, and i can't do that without a car. motivation comes from strange places.
i guess im just feeling good because i've given up trying to make other people happy. if they don't like who i am, they don't have to be my friend. it's that simple. chances are i'm better off without them.
...i'm putting my faith in you...