I wrote drabbles for
30_angsts even though I'm not signed up! I was bored. You get angsty drabbles, don't complain @_@ They're RoyEd and rated PG to R. Enjoy!
14. Kiss
The kiss meant nothing. Just means to an end. It was rough and needy and they clung to each other desperately. They didn't need each other, they just needed the attention. Needed a way to tell that they were still alive, that they could still feel. They found life in each other, and once they could feel again, the violent kiss was forgotten and they went on with their lives.
Later, when Ed was gone and Al was flesh, Roy began to wonder if the kiss hadn't been a way to find life, but a way to find each other.
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16. Appropriate/Are you sure?
Roy asked "Are you sure?" in a soft, husky voice, leaning over him as his fingers penetrated him, moving inside his body. Ed nodded, finding it hard to think through his lust. The fingers withdrew and were replaced, and the lust took over. Slow, gentle thrusts soon gave way to rough pounding, and a breathless "I love you" reached his ears, and Edward arched his back and cried out, coming hard.
But when Ed walked in on Roy with a lovely red-headed girl, and the pain of betrayal filled his chest, he thought maybe he wasn't so sure after all.
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18. Photograph
"Yo, Colonel!" Ed called as he kicked open the door. Empty. "Fine, I'll just drop my report off and go."
He stepped around the desk to find the pile it went in, and he noticed the bottom door on the right side open. He frowned slightly as something caught his eye and he knelt, reaching in and pulling out a photograph. It was... of him, a photograph caught when he was unaware.
"Fullmetal," a voice said above him, surprised.
"Why?" Ed asked softly, looking up at Roy, but he received no answer, just a pained stare that told him everything.
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24. Blush
Roy recognized the blush on the boy's cheeks, and chose to ignore it. He couldn't deal with a teenage boy's crush, especially not now.
It was harder to ignore when Ed came up and asked in a soft, shy manner completely unlike him for a dinner, and Roy knew he broke his heart when he had to turn him down.
It was impossible to ignore when Ed came in after hours and pinned him down, kissing him clumsily for all he was worth. "I love you," he said desperately. "Just give me a chance."
Roy almost regretted that he couldn't.