Feb 22, 2005 18:48
ok so so much has happend today its hard to process. so let me just start, as everyone has.. that im not being mean, definsive or anything this is just how i see things. cuz i think you guys are all on the right track of not sugar coating things, that gets you no where.
ok so first things first.
chrissy- im really sorry for whatever is going on in yourlife. and i hope things get better for you. its not thati was ignoring you today b ut you can be snappy when you are trying to work things out and i kno you like to be a lone so i figured that i would just let you be. sorry if it came off as not caring cuz i do.
jord- im really sorry you felt like the 3rd wheel, that really sucks, i kno how that feels. i will definatly try to include you in but you have to kind of understand that this is what happens in a group of more than well.. 2 cuz i mean i feel left out ALL the time between you and ry after you two have spent time together or you and chrissy, i mean its only natural because youo want to be close to everyone all the time you kno? so its not that we are ingoring you or pushing you out, its just kind of.. i dont kno the flow of things because fact is fact we all 4 arent going to be equally close all the time. you kno? but seriously im really sorry you felt that way and we acted like that, i will definatly make an effort not to exclude you.
and lastly. im not naming anynames or saying anything but if you dont like me or dont approve of me or.. whatever just say so because i really hate when people act like my friend and then i turn around and here them talking shit especially when its about my boyfriend liking someone else. ESPECIALLY when its not fucking true.