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so i'm sitting here, chewing the shit out of my nails. How fun?!?
And, i feel something...nonexplainable.
I feel like i have so many oportunities here (job wise). But is that really what I want to do??? The eternal question for this summer.
Mostly I do want to go to Denali. I need to get a CDL though to go. Then I have to cash in my free ticket. But you know what?? I think it will all be OK. I love it here in the summer (duh) and all my friends and shit. But it would be nice to experience something new. If I go this time I'm going for myself. WV was awesome, but I did half-heartedly go b/c of Josh. I wanted to meet his family and I wanted to go river rafting. And it was so worth it. Now i have a student loan. I need to prepare to leave. That's the hardest part. And I can't smoke weed anymore. Not for the entire summer. Will all this planning, non-smoking, scary, stressed out shit be worth it?? I hope so. Wish me luck. whew.
Anyways, on another note. I went to a Burlesque Show at the Hangar Ballroom last Sat. It was pretty good. Not as erotic as I had hoped. I want to be in the next one, but I don't think it will happen before I leave. But I looked sooooo hot. I wore a short jean mini, a wife-beater with a 3/4 sleeve flowery kinda cowboy shirt that was tied aound my waist so my tummy showed, a cowboy hat with pig-tails, and these sexy knee high black boots. I also carried with me my friends blow-up pig sex toy. It was awesome. I got a lot of looks...all good. and Bj and Jameson both told josh how they thought i was hot and how lucky he was. Haha. He is lucky.
Easter was OK. For some reason me and josh were just not on the same wavelength most of the day. But then we made this awesome meal, Eggplant Parmesan with angel hair pasta. It tured out soooo awesome. We had a great salad, garlic bread, and a bottle of wine. We put on some nice music, and ate our fill. Then Josh grabbed my hand a little later after dinner while we were sitting and chatting and he danced with me. it was so sweet.
well. it's that time. i have a paper due tomorrow. luckily it only needs to be 2 pages long. love y'all.
Oh, and the Hangar? Screw them. They treat their employees like shit.
And, i feel something...nonexplainable.
I feel like i have so many oportunities here (job wise). But is that really what I want to do??? The eternal question for this summer.
Mostly I do want to go to Denali. I need to get a CDL though to go. Then I have to cash in my free ticket. But you know what?? I think it will all be OK. I love it here in the summer (duh) and all my friends and shit. But it would be nice to experience something new. If I go this time I'm going for myself. WV was awesome, but I did half-heartedly go b/c of Josh. I wanted to meet his family and I wanted to go river rafting. And it was so worth it. Now i have a student loan. I need to prepare to leave. That's the hardest part. And I can't smoke weed anymore. Not for the entire summer. Will all this planning, non-smoking, scary, stressed out shit be worth it?? I hope so. Wish me luck. whew.
Anyways, on another note. I went to a Burlesque Show at the Hangar Ballroom last Sat. It was pretty good. Not as erotic as I had hoped. I want to be in the next one, but I don't think it will happen before I leave. But I looked sooooo hot. I wore a short jean mini, a wife-beater with a 3/4 sleeve flowery kinda cowboy shirt that was tied aound my waist so my tummy showed, a cowboy hat with pig-tails, and these sexy knee high black boots. I also carried with me my friends blow-up pig sex toy. It was awesome. I got a lot of looks...all good. and Bj and Jameson both told josh how they thought i was hot and how lucky he was. Haha. He is lucky.
Easter was OK. For some reason me and josh were just not on the same wavelength most of the day. But then we made this awesome meal, Eggplant Parmesan with angel hair pasta. It tured out soooo awesome. We had a great salad, garlic bread, and a bottle of wine. We put on some nice music, and ate our fill. Then Josh grabbed my hand a little later after dinner while we were sitting and chatting and he danced with me. it was so sweet.
well. it's that time. i have a paper due tomorrow. luckily it only needs to be 2 pages long. love y'all.
Oh, and the Hangar? Screw them. They treat their employees like shit.