Dec 29, 2007 02:46
I finished that last update a little abruptly. Had other things I wanted to write about. Lot of other things. But then I got a message on myspace.
in regards to Candace...
Hey I know you don't know me, and i don't know if you've heard anything about me, but I've heard a lot about you. To clarify things I am Candaces boyfriend...her current one, i know she has a had a lot. Anyways the purpose of this message is regaurding somethings that Candace did when she was dating you, things that i have a problem with, things that make me not trust her even though I've been dating her for almost 8 months now. These are things that she never told you, things that she kept from you. While she was dating you she had sex with a guy named Mark multiple times, he is actually one of your friends here on myspace. She told you she only made out with him once but that was a lie. She also fooled around with her friend Megan's cousin. The third person that she cheated on you with was a guy named Jason who she latered dated. The reason why I am telling you these things is not to hurt or upset you although I know it will because it would hurt and upset me. I believe what she did was beyond wrong and I also believe that her never telling you was wrong as well. I am telling you this because if I was in your place i would like to know. I would hate to think something of someone and think something of a relationship that was a lie. I hope my assumption is correct in thinking that you would like to know. Please write me back whenever you want. I also want you to know it took me a long time to decide to write this and it wasn't easy. I'm also not going to tell you not to contact Candace, if you want to I think you should! It may end my relationship, that is if I haven't ended already.
Fuckin' weird. I don't really know what to think. I started writing the guy back, but I'm tired now and want to collect my thoughts more. I definitely do appreciate him writing me, and can honestly say I'm not bothered to know these things. I'd had doubts and assumptions a plenty, I really feel more sorry for her for the fact that she fucked up big, probably beats herself up over it, and is probably going to continue to do so. Oh well. Makes me feel like that much better of a person because I know such things never even crossed my mind. So time to try sleeping.