Oct 01, 2008 14:36
Well, you said to email you if the phone is off. I did that a week ago, so I guess your ducking everybody. thanks a lot i'm really proud of the way you've handled this situation.
your father
Re: my step-brother's wedding. You know, the one I can't really afford? Sure, I should have been more up front with that, but, uh... Isn't he my dad, not Ed's?
In response:
Hmm. I could respond to this a number of ways, I suppose. I could call to attention the fact that I've yet to hear a response to the text I sent you a few nights ago. But then, all that would do is further an argument that shouldn't exist in the first place. I could look at your message, line by line, and illustrate completely and fully how you simply do not understand what I've been dealing with, but then, I shouldn't have to, should I?
I suppose it never crossed your mind to be worried about my financial situation, my mental health, or anything like that. Perhaps I deal with my problems on my own, rather than complain about them. Maybe, just maybe, my life's a bit more complicated than what you perceive it to be.
All in all, I should have handled the situation differently. I know that. No excuses, because they're not necessary. I only wish that you'll sit back and think about how scathing this email was for me to get. But then, I'm sure you knew exactly what you were saying.
Take care.
PS: By the way? I don't have internet access. I'm at a friend's house, using theirs. Thanks for understanding.
The text I sent was basically me telling him that I've been going through some shit, and I'm dealing the best way I know how. After all, being his daughter and my mother's daughter simultaeneously is no easy feat. Especially since the two of them are so fucking immature, that they look at their respective similarities in me and loathe them utterly. Like that's some shit I can help!
"Proud"? Definately sarcasm. "Ducking everybody"? How 'bout I'm just broke? Maybe THAT could be why I have no internet, no phone sometimes, AND CAN'T AFFORD TO BE IN THIS FUCKING WEDDING.
But no, I'm the fuck up.