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I'm trying to make peace with the fact that Chris and I are over. It really sucks. But, I'm a firm believer in the "things happen for a reason" mentality. I'm ok today. ...today. Tomorrow and yesterday will be/are different stories. Shit like this hits you in waves the more you begin to understand how things really are. Again, it really sucks.
The scarcity of friends also sucks, because it makes this that much harder.
Enough.
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I have two interviews this week for jobs- both at church nurseries, just what I was doing before at home. I really enjoyed working there, so hopefully the new job won't be too far from what I was doing. I'm excited, both at the prospect of a somewhat steady income (no matter the small amount) and the opportunity to get out of my room and do something besides think about things right now. Plus, kids will love you despite your flaws. They aren't jaded yet. Most of them.
The scarcity of friends also sucks, because it makes this that much harder.
Enough.
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I have two interviews this week for jobs- both at church nurseries, just what I was doing before at home. I really enjoyed working there, so hopefully the new job won't be too far from what I was doing. I'm excited, both at the prospect of a somewhat steady income (no matter the small amount) and the opportunity to get out of my room and do something besides think about things right now. Plus, kids will love you despite your flaws. They aren't jaded yet. Most of them.