Caring Is Creepy
Well eveything is messed up.
Danny is hurting me alot.
One Monday, all these horrible things were said to me on his Screen name. he told me it wasnt him. he said he was surfing that night. i believe him.
Last Sunday i went up to Sayreville to see him. I went with my friend Sammy<3. Well he didnt talk to me the whole time i was there, because i was with her. He wanted me to go up to him and talk to him. Alright whatever. Dane talked to me. And Dans friend Johnny and Jessy said hi to me. Not even my own fucking boyfriend could say fucking hi to me. I looked at him at one point and he smiles at me. Okay why couldnt he wave me over or something. I came all the way up there to see him and he just didnt talk to me. I dont care who the hell im with, thats not right. He should have done something to talk to me. Then he went to The pizza place, Me and Sam went with Dane and Jessy to Shoprite. Then we went to the Pizza place and he wouldnt even look at me and when we went in he was like "wtf i wanted to be alone" and then when i was leaving i was like "danny" no answer "danny?" -"what!" Then i was like "can i talk to you?" he was like "What im right here" and then i was just like "okay well im leaving" and all he said was "Okay" no kiss no bye nothing. Just okay. I left cring. What the hell was i suppost to do.
then last sunday. he was at johnnys house. And i got called a dirty slut becuase i flirst with Dans friends. when i only talk to one of them and thats Dane. And someone kept pranking me, i think it was Johnny and Dan. But Dan says it was Jessy. And then Dan called me later, like right after the prank calls stoped. So idk. He said it wasnt him. idk.
we really havent talked much since there.
then two nights ago. he was with his friend Mike and Mike called me and told me that Dan treats me like shit and told me i shouldnt put up with it. And that Dans a dick to me. And all this other stuff. And then 15 mins later Dan sent me a text say "im dont, were done" and all this. and then he said he was just kidding about it.
The next morning he texted me and wrote "Can we go back to normal" second text "like when we always had fun and didnt do anything" and then today i found out he left me a fuckin comment on my picture saying "Ugly as Hell". like seriously what the fuck. i dont understand him. He wants to go back to normal but he left me that commnt.
Ive been so nice to Dan, and the last couple weeks hes been changing. Like really bad. Alot of people noticed it. And Alot dont like it. He Changed. He might not think so but he change to a different person.
I miss my old danny. I miss the boy who would always call me. And the boy who always wanted to hang out with me. The boy who always said i love you. The boy who always wanted to bring me places with him. The fucking boyfriend that use to show me and acted nice towards me and always showed me he cared. The boy who would always miss me and want to hang out with me. And would love spending time with me. The boy he didnt fucking call me names.
Now its different. He doesnt really call. He doesnt say i love you. He never asks to hang out. He acts like he doesnt even miss me.
i sent him a text, and i said "yeah right you change back into the old danny rhats bull. i cant believe i believed you. im seriously pissed at you" he has texted me back.
he said hes going to live up in sayreville for now on. wtf. why the hell is he going to do that. He doesnt want to see me? i understand skatings up there, but seriously come on.
I want him to seriously go back to the Danny i meet sept 17th. and i want him to go back to he danny i feel inlove with. This kid was the sweetest boy in the world. After the 5th month he started to act different but in the last 3 weeks he changes ALOT. Like i feel like i dont even know him anymore.
i love him alot still. and i always will.
i seriously wish things would go back to normal. i just want us to be happy again. i want us to go back to how we use to be.
i doubt hell read this. but i need to get all this out.
Comment if you have a comments on all of this<3
I <3 Daniel
Danny is hurting me alot.
One Monday, all these horrible things were said to me on his Screen name. he told me it wasnt him. he said he was surfing that night. i believe him.
Last Sunday i went up to Sayreville to see him. I went with my friend Sammy<3. Well he didnt talk to me the whole time i was there, because i was with her. He wanted me to go up to him and talk to him. Alright whatever. Dane talked to me. And Dans friend Johnny and Jessy said hi to me. Not even my own fucking boyfriend could say fucking hi to me. I looked at him at one point and he smiles at me. Okay why couldnt he wave me over or something. I came all the way up there to see him and he just didnt talk to me. I dont care who the hell im with, thats not right. He should have done something to talk to me. Then he went to The pizza place, Me and Sam went with Dane and Jessy to Shoprite. Then we went to the Pizza place and he wouldnt even look at me and when we went in he was like "wtf i wanted to be alone" and then when i was leaving i was like "danny" no answer "danny?" -"what!" Then i was like "can i talk to you?" he was like "What im right here" and then i was just like "okay well im leaving" and all he said was "Okay" no kiss no bye nothing. Just okay. I left cring. What the hell was i suppost to do.
then last sunday. he was at johnnys house. And i got called a dirty slut becuase i flirst with Dans friends. when i only talk to one of them and thats Dane. And someone kept pranking me, i think it was Johnny and Dan. But Dan says it was Jessy. And then Dan called me later, like right after the prank calls stoped. So idk. He said it wasnt him. idk.
we really havent talked much since there.
then two nights ago. he was with his friend Mike and Mike called me and told me that Dan treats me like shit and told me i shouldnt put up with it. And that Dans a dick to me. And all this other stuff. And then 15 mins later Dan sent me a text say "im dont, were done" and all this. and then he said he was just kidding about it.
The next morning he texted me and wrote "Can we go back to normal" second text "like when we always had fun and didnt do anything" and then today i found out he left me a fuckin comment on my picture saying "Ugly as Hell". like seriously what the fuck. i dont understand him. He wants to go back to normal but he left me that commnt.
Ive been so nice to Dan, and the last couple weeks hes been changing. Like really bad. Alot of people noticed it. And Alot dont like it. He Changed. He might not think so but he change to a different person.
I miss my old danny. I miss the boy who would always call me. And the boy who always wanted to hang out with me. The boy who always said i love you. The boy who always wanted to bring me places with him. The fucking boyfriend that use to show me and acted nice towards me and always showed me he cared. The boy who would always miss me and want to hang out with me. And would love spending time with me. The boy he didnt fucking call me names.
Now its different. He doesnt really call. He doesnt say i love you. He never asks to hang out. He acts like he doesnt even miss me.
i sent him a text, and i said "yeah right you change back into the old danny rhats bull. i cant believe i believed you. im seriously pissed at you" he has texted me back.
he said hes going to live up in sayreville for now on. wtf. why the hell is he going to do that. He doesnt want to see me? i understand skatings up there, but seriously come on.
I want him to seriously go back to the Danny i meet sept 17th. and i want him to go back to he danny i feel inlove with. This kid was the sweetest boy in the world. After the 5th month he started to act different but in the last 3 weeks he changes ALOT. Like i feel like i dont even know him anymore.
i love him alot still. and i always will.
i seriously wish things would go back to normal. i just want us to be happy again. i want us to go back to how we use to be.
i doubt hell read this. but i need to get all this out.
Comment if you have a comments on all of this<3
I <3 Daniel