For the Moments When I Feel Faint
@ Allison's since last night. we had quite a night... and Jen was freaking HILARIOUS.
o boy. I saw a lot of guys that i hadnt seen in quite a while... and met some that were really cool...
allison's parents get back in town tomorrow, and they want to have another get together tonight. i dont think i'll go, cause i want to be able to go to church bright-eyed and bushy-tailed on Sunday morning.
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: not really... and if i do i usually just keep it all inside. im not for aggresive anger...
what do you do when you're mad?: get quiet and give people the cold shoulder
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: said something that i really didnt mean in the heat of the moment to one of my best friends.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: most def
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yep... see above
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no
do you curse when you're mad?: not usually
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? talking to people about leaving... and after watching 13 going on 30 <--- haha
ever cried yourself to sleep?: i guess
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah
ever cried over the opposite sex?: of course
do you cry when you get an injury?: well i try not to... until people talk about how bad it is... then i cry.
do certain songs make you cry? i cant think of any...
can you make yourself cry?: nope
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: dealing with people that are really immature, and feeling like i have to defend my reputation because of it.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: hmmm... i cant think of anything. i dont cut myself if that's what you're asking
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: i kicked a guy in a not-very-nice place... but he deserved it...
ever had a painful break up?: hmmm... i dont know how to answer that....
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: i think thats dumb
how depressed can you get?: i wouldnt say depressed... just dissapointed...
do you inflict pain on yourself?: no no no
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: i'd like to think so...
what can make you happy?: my friends and church
do you wish you were happier?: im pretty content
what makes you the happiest?: being with or talking to my best friendes
is being happy overrated?: nahh
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: always
can music make you happy?: o yes.
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: i dont think ever
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yes
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: hahhahaha. that sounds like Kevin if you ask me...
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yep
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: no one... i dislike a few... but hate nobody
ever made a hit list?: hahaha. no.
have you ever been on a hit list?: apparently... but it was a joke. i swear.
are you a mean bully?: you know me. i bully like no other.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: i dont hate nobody
do you hate George Bush?: HECK NO. WHO WOULD SAY YES TO THAT? are you CRAZY?
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extremely...
do you believe in yourself?: eh, once in awhile
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: most of the time
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: i just go along with what everyone tells me...
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: no
are you happy with who you are?: mostly
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope. im happy.
im going to lunchish type thing with jen and allicat. then college shopping. then work from 7-close.
fun stuff.
<3 ash
o boy. I saw a lot of guys that i hadnt seen in quite a while... and met some that were really cool...
allison's parents get back in town tomorrow, and they want to have another get together tonight. i dont think i'll go, cause i want to be able to go to church bright-eyed and bushy-tailed on Sunday morning.
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: not really... and if i do i usually just keep it all inside. im not for aggresive anger...
what do you do when you're mad?: get quiet and give people the cold shoulder
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: said something that i really didnt mean in the heat of the moment to one of my best friends.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: most def
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yep... see above
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no
do you curse when you're mad?: not usually
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? talking to people about leaving... and after watching 13 going on 30 <--- haha
ever cried yourself to sleep?: i guess
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah
ever cried over the opposite sex?: of course
do you cry when you get an injury?: well i try not to... until people talk about how bad it is... then i cry.
do certain songs make you cry? i cant think of any...
can you make yourself cry?: nope
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: dealing with people that are really immature, and feeling like i have to defend my reputation because of it.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: hmmm... i cant think of anything. i dont cut myself if that's what you're asking
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: i kicked a guy in a not-very-nice place... but he deserved it...
ever had a painful break up?: hmmm... i dont know how to answer that....
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: i think thats dumb
how depressed can you get?: i wouldnt say depressed... just dissapointed...
do you inflict pain on yourself?: no no no
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: i'd like to think so...
what can make you happy?: my friends and church
do you wish you were happier?: im pretty content
what makes you the happiest?: being with or talking to my best friendes
is being happy overrated?: nahh
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: always
can music make you happy?: o yes.
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: i dont think ever
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yes
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: hahhahaha. that sounds like Kevin if you ask me...
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yep
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: no one... i dislike a few... but hate nobody
ever made a hit list?: hahaha. no.
have you ever been on a hit list?: apparently... but it was a joke. i swear.
are you a mean bully?: you know me. i bully like no other.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: i dont hate nobody
do you hate George Bush?: HECK NO. WHO WOULD SAY YES TO THAT? are you CRAZY?
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extremely...
do you believe in yourself?: eh, once in awhile
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: most of the time
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: i just go along with what everyone tells me...
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: no
are you happy with who you are?: mostly
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope. im happy.
im going to lunchish type thing with jen and allicat. then college shopping. then work from 7-close.
fun stuff.
<3 ash