o/` Unload my heavy, might need a semi, wine in my belly, oh can you tell-e o/`
Fireworks are poo and by poo i mean bad and by are i mean THINK OF THE CHILDREN- children being partially played by animals both domestic and non.
Craxy craxy times! I was feeling a bit down before cause i was reading a new lj buddies backdated entries and it was at times pretty heavy. That's what made me realise that i don't use my lj the way i used to - that is to unload my heavy. Then i felt heavy cause i thought maybe I'm not letting myself have my heavies - to heavy is to human, is it not? Why would i WANT to be heavy in the first place? Heavy sucks - i remember heavy and it was no light thing. Yet i feel somewhat dehumanised for not having a heavy... oh i know what will happen though if i open for heavy - it'll get heavy and THEN they'll be hurt and irrational over internalising kind of like this but full of feeling crap and stuff.
Anyway my wine glass is empty and i got to write up more study notes for my next science exam which i plan not puking at.
Thanks :D you guys are great!
Stay light!
Ja -a cq
p.s. I JUST HEAVIED! THE UNIVERSE IS IN SOME SEMBLANCE OF ORDER ONCE AGAIN
Craxy craxy times! I was feeling a bit down before cause i was reading a new lj buddies backdated entries and it was at times pretty heavy. That's what made me realise that i don't use my lj the way i used to - that is to unload my heavy. Then i felt heavy cause i thought maybe I'm not letting myself have my heavies - to heavy is to human, is it not? Why would i WANT to be heavy in the first place? Heavy sucks - i remember heavy and it was no light thing. Yet i feel somewhat dehumanised for not having a heavy... oh i know what will happen though if i open for heavy - it'll get heavy and THEN they'll be hurt and irrational over internalising kind of like this but full of feeling crap and stuff.
Anyway my wine glass is empty and i got to write up more study notes for my next science exam which i plan not puking at.
Thanks :D you guys are great!
Stay light!
Ja -a cq
p.s. I JUST HEAVIED! THE UNIVERSE IS IN SOME SEMBLANCE OF ORDER ONCE AGAIN