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drama drama shit shit
c'mon brush your shoulders off...
"are you proud of what youve done to me, you never fucking cared"
last night a much needed:
DTR.
so there are like 5 degrees of being with some one right?
-hanging out
-dating
-seeing eachother
-"together"
-bf/gf
doctor nick called me last night and it took us like 2 hours to figure out what we are because we are both too shy to say what we actually think.
we are somewhere between "seeing eachother" and "together". i think i can be content with that. i really didnt want to be in like a serious relationship especially after my last one was all fucked up. and also because there is a chance that he is going to be moving to seattle soon and i really dont want to get attached to someone who is just going to go away.
soooo... ya.
awkward.
last night i was discussing my top 5 favorite people. it was kinda sad because i could only think of 4. i dont even have 5 favorite people bc i guess i feel like those who were once my really good friends arent anymore. ya it is a too way street i know. but once you can think of at least 5 things that really piss you off about someone, whats the point in even keeping them around? you cant change someone. that is something i have learned first hand. in a way its kind of depressing, but its also a little refreshing to know that those few people that you love really care about you back. i would rather have that than a whole bunch of "friends" that you arent sure of.
c'mon brush your shoulders off...
"are you proud of what youve done to me, you never fucking cared"
last night a much needed:
DTR.
so there are like 5 degrees of being with some one right?
-hanging out
-dating
-seeing eachother
-"together"
-bf/gf
doctor nick called me last night and it took us like 2 hours to figure out what we are because we are both too shy to say what we actually think.
we are somewhere between "seeing eachother" and "together". i think i can be content with that. i really didnt want to be in like a serious relationship especially after my last one was all fucked up. and also because there is a chance that he is going to be moving to seattle soon and i really dont want to get attached to someone who is just going to go away.
soooo... ya.
awkward.
last night i was discussing my top 5 favorite people. it was kinda sad because i could only think of 4. i dont even have 5 favorite people bc i guess i feel like those who were once my really good friends arent anymore. ya it is a too way street i know. but once you can think of at least 5 things that really piss you off about someone, whats the point in even keeping them around? you cant change someone. that is something i have learned first hand. in a way its kind of depressing, but its also a little refreshing to know that those few people that you love really care about you back. i would rather have that than a whole bunch of "friends" that you arent sure of.