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Finally.. a week PAID VACATION.
So today was my first day not going into work. and honestly, Im already bored. I've already done all my laundry, watched two movies that I've bought recently and haven't watched yet, and now, I am left with nothing to do. and its only the FIRST day. grr. Oh well the next few days have some plans in store. Tomorrow Im taking travis to Lebannon for a few hours. and then wednesday and thursday i have like 5 hours a day of testing. some college entrance exam shit. and its like a 10 hour test. its bullshit. oh well. its something to do.
Well half of my life is going pretty damn well. the whole boy thing atleast. Im just... so satisfied. finally. I didnt think this would happen with travis, but I'm glad it did. I've spent every minute with him for the past week, so tonight i decided to give us a little break from eachother. its probably much needed. but its.. just going so well. hes starting to use the word "we", if you understand what im saying. theres definte no "I love you's" yet.... but I think there could be potential. And Im glad no one is giving me shit about it anymore. I know we are very different in age..but I dont care. you can't help who you care for.
but on the other half of my life... ehh. I just feel like I dont have close friends anymore. I mean.. yeah there are still the few that have always been there.. but I have just lost my circle of friends. partially, my fault, but everyone is just moving on. I knew in the back of my heart that this would happen when I quit school.. but I didnt think it would be this.. big. granted, the losing of the friends was very gradual, but.. its like I just looked around and everyone was gone. *sigh* I guess there isnt really a whole lot I can do. I dont have fun with half the people i used to anymore.. its just... it was just nice to have a lot of people that you could go to with problems.. and now i have like... two?.. its kind of sad.
well I prbly wont be updating much more after this. i get bored with livejournal. but that doesnt mean that all of you shouuld stop because i do read this bitch like everyday :)
love..
So today was my first day not going into work. and honestly, Im already bored. I've already done all my laundry, watched two movies that I've bought recently and haven't watched yet, and now, I am left with nothing to do. and its only the FIRST day. grr. Oh well the next few days have some plans in store. Tomorrow Im taking travis to Lebannon for a few hours. and then wednesday and thursday i have like 5 hours a day of testing. some college entrance exam shit. and its like a 10 hour test. its bullshit. oh well. its something to do.
Well half of my life is going pretty damn well. the whole boy thing atleast. Im just... so satisfied. finally. I didnt think this would happen with travis, but I'm glad it did. I've spent every minute with him for the past week, so tonight i decided to give us a little break from eachother. its probably much needed. but its.. just going so well. hes starting to use the word "we", if you understand what im saying. theres definte no "I love you's" yet.... but I think there could be potential. And Im glad no one is giving me shit about it anymore. I know we are very different in age..but I dont care. you can't help who you care for.
but on the other half of my life... ehh. I just feel like I dont have close friends anymore. I mean.. yeah there are still the few that have always been there.. but I have just lost my circle of friends. partially, my fault, but everyone is just moving on. I knew in the back of my heart that this would happen when I quit school.. but I didnt think it would be this.. big. granted, the losing of the friends was very gradual, but.. its like I just looked around and everyone was gone. *sigh* I guess there isnt really a whole lot I can do. I dont have fun with half the people i used to anymore.. its just... it was just nice to have a lot of people that you could go to with problems.. and now i have like... two?.. its kind of sad.
well I prbly wont be updating much more after this. i get bored with livejournal. but that doesnt mean that all of you shouuld stop because i do read this bitch like everyday :)
love..