Nov 14, 2005 12:38
well well well
its been since i updated been busy work and school and thats bout it alot has sorta my car dying twice in one weekend that sucked alot .Getting sick of people and a girl i liked at work going out with another guy from work )= which sucked cause i liked her alot . Now the present work sucks alot sometimes but lately it hasnt been that bad , school is getting old and gay cause the art professors are so fricking pyscho about style and correctness. Love hasnt found a home yet in me at all i dont know . I just feel so lonely some days then not some other days , i just need to find someone that will like me for who i am and thats all that matters to me . Theres soo many things i could talk bout but noboy really reads my journal cause no one cares to read it so whats the point . Anyway some days i feel loved by people then some days i feel unloved and lost its just so hard to go throught everday feeling alone for no reason even though your not its just idk.......