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everyone is on my fucking back.
-i am swamped with homework because i haven't done any in a couple of weeks and need to catch up
-i am failing science with a 46 when the class average is about 70
-i don't have a job and i drink alot/want clothes ->can't afford my lifestyle
-i am being shat on for associating with a "friend's" ex boyfriend of two years / being accused of being sexually involved with him- which i'm FUCKING NOT!, nor am i even interested
-i can't always come hangout because of previous plans, tutoring or homework
-i still have rules because i am younger than 95% of my friends
-some of my 'friends' don't talk to me anymore because they believe said girl who thinks i'm fucking with her 'best guy friend'
-everyone is being so selfish
-the only time my mom talks to me it's about being fat, not having a job and school
-i seriously only hang out with four different people and i'm always lonely/everyone sucks
-i just told my best friend that he makes me feel like shit and now i feel like shit
-everyone is actually fucking retarded and i am making a friends only journal because 'legal adults' are more imature than i am
-my dad and i never fight and he just slammed a bunch of shit and yelled at me hardcore and i am crying
-my mom saw me crying and said "yeah, there's always something", and she's been trying to get me on meds for years
ect
i either want to crawl up and die or just cry my eyes out and have someone (that matters) to hold me
-i am swamped with homework because i haven't done any in a couple of weeks and need to catch up
-i am failing science with a 46 when the class average is about 70
-i don't have a job and i drink alot/want clothes ->can't afford my lifestyle
-i am being shat on for associating with a "friend's" ex boyfriend of two years / being accused of being sexually involved with him- which i'm FUCKING NOT!, nor am i even interested
-i can't always come hangout because of previous plans, tutoring or homework
-i still have rules because i am younger than 95% of my friends
-some of my 'friends' don't talk to me anymore because they believe said girl who thinks i'm fucking with her 'best guy friend'
-everyone is being so selfish
-the only time my mom talks to me it's about being fat, not having a job and school
-i seriously only hang out with four different people and i'm always lonely/everyone sucks
-i just told my best friend that he makes me feel like shit and now i feel like shit
-everyone is actually fucking retarded and i am making a friends only journal because 'legal adults' are more imature than i am
-my dad and i never fight and he just slammed a bunch of shit and yelled at me hardcore and i am crying
-my mom saw me crying and said "yeah, there's always something", and she's been trying to get me on meds for years
ect
i either want to crawl up and die or just cry my eyes out and have someone (that matters) to hold me