i have to do this so i can fall asleep finally

Jun 02, 2005 23:25

FIRSTS
First job: the buckle with chester the molester
First screen name: i can't remember
First self purchased tape: probably some disney movie soundtrack
First funeral: the first one i can remember was my Zadie (dad's dad) in early May of 1998
First credit card: chevron gas card when i was 16
First love: anthony
First enemy: haha there were many
First big trip: albequerque new mexico--it's the first plane ride i remember, i was prob 5
First concert: new kids on the block HARDCORE in 1991 holla
First musician you remember hearing in your house: probably a disney soundtrack or something like that

LASTS
Last big car ride: bmt last weekend
Last kiss: saturday night...
Last library book checked out: 1st semester of college for a research paper in my social work class, blah
Last movie seen: nothing in a while
Last beverage drank: DC (diet coke--i'm obsessed/addicted)
Last food consumed: homemade chocolate chip cookies me and liz made for our neighbor Jim
Last phone call: Nicholas Hunter
Last CD played: gavin degraw in my car today
Last annoyance: my toilet aaaaaahhhhhhh
Last soda drank: DC duh
Last ice cream eaten: ben and jerry's Everything But The... mmmmmmm
Last time scolded: earlier, my sister was a biaaaaaa on the phone
Last shirt worn: green polo
Last website visited: friends' LJs

I AM: annoyed and really tired
I WANT: a phone call damnit
I HAVE: no patience, and a stomach ache
I WISH: he would just call
I HATE: the fact that all i can do is think about him
I FEAR: i have wasted my time/energy/feelings once again
I HEAR: the neighbor's damn dog bark every morning, and it wakes me up
I SEARCH: for peace when i'm upset or anxious
I WONDER: what is going on with this relationship
I REGRET: some things from the past weekend with him
I LOVE: my bed
I ACHE: in my tummy from thinking about this so much
I ALWAYS: watch the 24hour news channels on tv
I AM NOT: happy unless i'm with him
I DANCE: the best when i'm tanked at a frat party
I SING: everywhere i go, and Val thinks i'm a great singer :)
I CRY: not as often as i should/could
I AM NOT ALWAYS: as happy/content as i look
I WRITE: everything down, or i will forget it all
I WIN: ?
I LOSE: the battle against my feelings right now
I CONFUSE: myself with all of these thoughts
I NEED: something to take my mind off of this, or i will go crazy
I SHOULD: take a bubble bath right now, that will def put me to sleep
YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: this thing, but private entries only where no one sees them but me
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: i'd rather just eat
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes i do, no one knows it

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: i mean i'm not in 8th grade, thanks
WANT TO GET MARRIED: by 28yrs old
GET MOTION SICKNESS: naa
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: hell no, i don't eat anything healthy. all i eat is the bad shit for you
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: dad--yes, mom--not so much
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: hell no
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: one hundred percent natural
EYE COLOR: green
BIRTHPLACE: Our Lady of The Lake Hospital, Baton Rouge, Louisiana 70122 (January 30, 1985 thank you very much)

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: nothing
COLOR: lots of them
DAY: saturday
MONTH: summer
SONG(S): i dono
SEASON: summer
DRINK: lots o fthem

PREFERENCES:
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: none of the above
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: EEWWWWWWWW absolutely none of the above
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: eh--neither?

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? i think i might soon
HELPED SOMEONE? probably
BOUGHT SOMETHING? went crazy yesterday with Liz
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes with liz when she got here tues
SAID I LOVE YOU? to lila on the phone in ATL
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: haha i will tomorrow to my 20 year old friends at camp this summer :( haha
TALKED TO AN EX?: ewww leave me alone on the internet you creep
MISSED AN EX?: see above answer
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: in hurr
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: nope
MISSED SOMEONE? with every part of the amanda that i have to give
HUGGED SOMEONE? probably
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? with my mom in an email, oops
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? kinda

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: eww hell no
2. Bungee jump?: no
3. LOSE IT?: what?
4. Kill someone?: psycho
5. Kiss someone of the same sex?: no
6. Parachute from a plane?: no
7. Walk on hot coals?: no
8. Go out with someone for their looks?: yes
9. Cheat on someone?: no way in hell
10. Be a vegetarian?: probably, most definitely i would
11. Wear plaid with stripes?: these questions are so stupid
12. IM a stranger?: no--i'm hardly ever on anyways
13. Sing Karaoke?: i'll sing anything anywhere, just get me some alcohol
14. Get drunk off your Ass?: naw
15. Run a red light?: got a ticket for it once, running late to high school oooooops
16. Star in a porn video?: ewww no
17. Dye your hair blue?: definetly not
18. Be on Survivor?: hell no
19. Wear makeup in public?: what is this?
20. Not wear makeup in public?: duh
21. Cheat on a test?: nope i'm smarter than that
22. Make someone cry?: yep
23. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: probably not
24. Stay up all night? did it once for a CMS midterm on adderall, and will never ever ever do that again--right dina?
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