if....
if you've been living under a rock for the past week, or if you don't have access to my myspace, you may not know that I broke up with Brian last Wed.
My only explaination is that I grew out of love, and as much as I tried to love him, I couldn't do it. I feel like a jerk everytime I think about it. But I had to do it, for me and for him. I couldn't go on (in the relationship) knowing that I was lying to him. So... long story short, I moved back in with my parents. I've talked to Brian a bit and it seems we are on good terms, and I hope it stays that way, because honestly, I love spending time with him, and we have a LOT of fun together and maybe someday my feelings will change, or maybe I'll realize that I do love him.. I dunno. All that I know is that I can collect my thoughts here @ my parents house, although they are already driving me insane... I think this will turn out ok in the long run.
So....
if you're in the hood stop by.
love.
aud
My only explaination is that I grew out of love, and as much as I tried to love him, I couldn't do it. I feel like a jerk everytime I think about it. But I had to do it, for me and for him. I couldn't go on (in the relationship) knowing that I was lying to him. So... long story short, I moved back in with my parents. I've talked to Brian a bit and it seems we are on good terms, and I hope it stays that way, because honestly, I love spending time with him, and we have a LOT of fun together and maybe someday my feelings will change, or maybe I'll realize that I do love him.. I dunno. All that I know is that I can collect my thoughts here @ my parents house, although they are already driving me insane... I think this will turn out ok in the long run.
So....
if you're in the hood stop by.
love.
aud