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I feel all, "gah that's awfully quick of you to be looking for some 20 something year old to fuck and smoke cigs with"..
Then I remind myself it's a myspace profile.. then I remind myself I'm no better..
Then I remind myself I wasn't the one fucking things up in this relationship, I remember that HE was the one not trusting me, yelling at me for having friends. With a fat ETC.
Maybe it was the age difference after all, I being 17, him being 27.
Oh yeah, I'm the one being lame and rambling on LJ at 8 in the morning.. this reminds me of someone I know..
THEN I giggle..
Then I think "oh shit" what have I gotten myself into.. these things usually end in hurt.. it probably will.. yet I forcefully remain optimistic.
Then I remind myself it's a myspace profile.. then I remind myself I'm no better..
Then I remind myself I wasn't the one fucking things up in this relationship, I remember that HE was the one not trusting me, yelling at me for having friends. With a fat ETC.
Maybe it was the age difference after all, I being 17, him being 27.
Oh yeah, I'm the one being lame and rambling on LJ at 8 in the morning.. this reminds me of someone I know..
THEN I giggle..
Then I think "oh shit" what have I gotten myself into.. these things usually end in hurt.. it probably will.. yet I forcefully remain optimistic.